1 post tagged “sho”

This is originally an entry in my diary after I watched Hanamaru Cafe with Sho in it:

2008/04/21

Hari ini aku liat Hanamaru Café dengan Sho jadi tamu-nya.

It was…

It was…

I was teary eyed. To see such a perfect person.

痛い位負けた。

I lost to him so much it hurts.

Dia definitely tumbuh di salah satu lingkungan terbaik, liat aja kedekatan dia sama keluarganya. Sms jalan tiap hari karena they can`t see each other but they care and I can understand perfectly when Jun once said `well-bred` to describe Sho.

Aku seneng banget liat the kind of relationship Sho punya sama ibunya. I had always thought maybe she`s strict and demanding or whatever, tapi to be a mother who stays up late to see her son`s news corner and to comment through text mail everytime and to make sure her son knows that she sees it everytime her son chews his words on national television, only one conclusion : she rocks! Hahaha

The text message cracked me. `Ah, you did it wrong ^^`, and the bomb picture afterwards…

How I want to have a cup of tea with this Middle Age Literature sensei and ask her how to raise kids properly.

God, doesn’t it scare you how high Sho`s expectation of women must be?

A good son, a good brother, a good friend (I don`t know how he found time to hang out once a week with his Keio buddies ><)

He`s dedicated, his work ethic is unbelievably good, he believes in what he do, well, things that describe Arashi members anyway.

But, but…

He`s all I ever wanted to be.

He has every… I don`t know, `human factors`(?), that I don`t have.

I don’t believe in following standards that other people put up. But looking at Sho, I can`t help thinking, isn`t it the right way to face life?