Me who said I'm going to refrain from blogging until next Monday

I know I said that. But I HAVE TO tell someone how I love Bambino! And not even because of Jun (I love you anyway, Prince, don't be mad).

(no spoiler)

You know how everyone have soundtrack of their own lives? for me, it's not song, it's dorama that really gave me inspirations at different stage of my life.

Beach Boys (Takenouchi Yutaka) really gave me another way to view life when I was so young and think the world has only one centre and life has only one right path. I was growing up in a very homogenous (did I spell it right?) surroundings, and I barely ever know that there are different ways to do one thing.

Not so long ago, I watched Yasashii Jikan and cried a river for how much I love my parents and every sentimental feelings about family and how I can't meet them now and while I'm going to meet them again soon, I'll be off again someday because birds have to learn to fly and build their own nest.

I watched a lot of doramas, but only a few that never really leave my heart.

Don't know yet, but I think Bambino will be one of them.

I seriously cried last night. Loudly. It's 11 o'clock and my neighbor might thought I got dumped or something.

See, no one can see the future, but one thing I'm going to do no matter what is I'm going to work. Working and put my life on it. seriously working, like I can't live if I don't work (aside from the money part).

Like Ban-kun, I'm going to work below someone someday. I would have to work my ass off or ruining the whole balance in the workplace.

Sometimes I'm so chuutohanpa (half-hearted) and even now I still confuse of my life, but that's just me and I won't runaway from that.

Jun-chan, you ROCKS!